streams

i wanted to find a photo that would be dreary...but i apparently dont often take that type and i have very little time for searching through files anyhow...i hate how tragedy can overshadow (rob you of) joyful moments...i hate being torn between need to wallow for a bit (while crying my eyes out) and wanting to move on like it never happened...the latter is better for everyone...im mostly tired of crying anyhow...